Life's hard. I really wish I could give a blithe regard or disregard to anything. As simple as that. Just like how I'm hiccuping while typing this. I merely wanna say stop hiccuping and move on. I'd very much like to have the best of both worlds. Not long ago, I declined my friend's offer to go out. 후후후....너무어렵다...난 어똑해?
Life's tiring me out. I'm enervated after my swim while self-reflecting yesterday, devitalize after each debate training (it's not facile when you're constantly demoralized and only tenacity can bring you through all that) and tolerating and putting up with my family and friends sometimes (I'm a human after all and I have feelings. I have love. I want to express but I'm restricted because of them. They devised everything and fabricated it to be too arduous for me to follow up that occasionally I really want to give up, walk away and feign ignorance)
To be acquainted with more things as I'm growing up is nevertheless wonderful but I would also choose to remain uninformed. What I'm apprise of now is partially matters of the evil world. Evil ideas, evil thoughts, evil gossips and everything. I would be so bothered and concerned about it. So much so that now all these evil would be a deterrence. When I was 3, I'm loved by my family who would tell me that I'm too young to understand this or that and my friends who would laugh with me and talk about really interesting stuff (at that age). See, I used to lead a carefree and happy-go-lucky lifestyle.
Maybe I'll go for another 2NE1 laps today and hopefully this whole post would be more positive and buoyant (:
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